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writing an assigment about ecotage and civil disobedience, which is educational, but leading to several mid writing breakdowns... being overtly knowledgable about the future of the planet is breaking my soul. Many tears shed, but nothing has changed...
WWCBD? (what would charles bradley do?)
- Sus :o(

Got feedback from an assignment and i got mainly good feedback, I'm an academic writer now 8^)

I saw Mannfred Mann's Earth Band recently, and it was so great to see Blinded By The Light live, their cover of it is just perfection imo. But I realized that basically all of their well known discography is just covers, which has to suck! No wonder Mannfred is still touring at age 84..

A couple of days ago I was trying to exercise speaking during lectures and big crowds, but halfway through my point my anxiety shut down both my body and brain, and I could feel my body starting to shake, so I just had to stop and say I lost my train of thought, which was embarrassing on its own. But now after that, I feel like I've ruined the perception that people, especially that professor could've had of me, which annoys me.. cause I was talking about something I'm actually really knowledgeable about and it would've been a valuable addition to the conversation, but whatever forever I guess..
I don't need them to like me, but I'd like to gain some sense of respect..

I've been having anxiety about it since, plus I made really awkward eye contact with him yesterday..